Be the change you want to see.
Monday, June 7, 2010
Hey guys. Really long day today. Went to test out make up on my cousin-in-law to be for her upcoming ROM. Went to get my hair done at Orchard Central after that. Hair looks pretty much the same. Just a little more manageable. I had about an hour to kill before i met Him at Cineleisure so I took a few puffs and spoke to Vik over the phone. We spoke about a lot. He told me things I never thought I would hear. And then I realised that I had complete power over one person's freedom for the moment. And surprisingly, I chose to ignore it and live my own life happily. Like I told him, What's the point of acting up for this when in the end, the grave has already been dug? Pre-planned your doom and accidently passed the detonator to someone you stabbed in the back. Damn, life can be really fucked up at times? Haha. Anyway we went to catch furry vengeance nd then we went to hang out and eat. Normal couple stuff that I'm starting to get used to again. Haha. Came home right after and cleared out my room. Everything that all the guys I've dated was cleared out into a black trashbag. Felt good to know that I wouldn't have all that with me when i'm sleeping tonight. Was on the line with Van while clearing out the room. Felt so good talking to her after so long. she's been seriously supportive of me recently and I cant wait to see her. Haha. Rev is supposed to let me lick the spoon while she's baking. Hasnt happened either. Haha! Anyway, Gerald's leaving to KL tmr as well. Going to miss him! It;s already Monday and I have to leave for Phuket on Thursday! When I get back, I'll have to help out for the wedding on the 17th and meet up with my batch mates-to-be on the 19th, then i have to get office wear, get my grooming straight and prepare for the 28th! After that it'll be 8am to 5pm trainings on weekdays. Anxiety sets in. Good night everyone.
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