* MANNEQUIN

Les dames.

Revethi & Ragini
All I gotta say is
I just wanna have some fun
And I'll do it until I'm done
I'm telling you
I'm just a crazy kind of girl
I'll tell it to the world
I've just begun having my fun
Inside me there's something I found
I wanna shop around
I've just begun
Don't wanna settle down

Au revoir.



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What it takes to be you.
Friday, June 18, 2010

Thank you for being a lying bitch.
Have how many ever of my ex boyfriends you want. I'll even give you a detailed account of how they are intimately. Is that enough for you? Everything you fabricated about me, has it paid off? Couldn't look at my face at the wedding right? That ashamed? Congratulations on losing all the respect you had. Thank God your family defended you. For once be grateful to them. Make new friends in uni and hope they never meet any of your old ones or you might lose your new ones too. To my shameless ex boyfriend who likes the idea of a sister becoming a girlfriend, one more time I hear that you called my sister to cover both your asses for you, I think I might throw a punch. Please get out of my life and stay out of it. Thank you.
I'm not sorry I called you a bitch.
Love.

Friends
Sunday, June 13, 2010

We all have friends. We have amazing friends who make your day that much more special by spending it with you. We have friends we never really talk to but you would readily give up your life for them. We have caring classmates who endure painfully long lectures with you and listen to you bitch about your other petty, competitive classmates. We have friends who care for us more than we will ever know.. Then there are friends who don't hesitate to lie to your face. Friends who bitch abou you behind your back. Childish friends who get jealous when you don't spend enough time with them. Asshole friends who try to turn your other friends against you.
A select few of us can tell their true friends apart from their other friends with ease. Sadly, I'm not one of them. I trust easily. I believe everything my friends say. Many individuals have taken advantage of this to leave me looking like a fool. It hurts. It hurts when people I consider once considered my best friends turn around and lie to my face. It hurts when a close friend passes spiteful and degrading comments. It hurts to realise I've been my trust in them has been shattered. It hurts but the pain eventually goes away and we're left with disgust, anger and even pity to a certain degree. We also learn to appreciate our REAL friends even more. Real friends who appreciate you just the same.
Yes, we all have friends. The question is, do you know who your true friends are?

I know mine. After my fair share of betrayals and back-stabbings, I know.
Jolyn, Bavani, Ronika, Sylvia, Hazwani, Ming Xuan, Azirah, Ragini, Sankari and so very many more. I love you alotta lots and I hope you know that :)

idle.
Tuesday, June 8, 2010

This is why I hate getting up so early. There's absolutely nothing to do. No one is home. I'm waiting for the kids to get home before taking them to Raffles City to shop a while. This is how i've been occupying my time lately. Going out and staying out until I'm too tired and then coming back home. Been texting Rev but she isn't replying. I hope I didn't do anything wrong. Just made plans with Vanitha to bring our dogs out. Haha. our dogs seem to have better lives than us. Really, really boring Tuesday. He's home getting some sleep. Been having a hard time at work with the world cup coming up and all. Soon he'll have to be at work by 7 for the matches and that, I guess will be a test for us since I'll be on 8am t0 5pm and and he's on 7pm to 5am. Hope everything goes well. Gerald isn't in town and i miss hearing him yell at me over the phone. Haha. Hmm. Really don't have anything left to say. Going to drag the kids to Suntec for a while. Desperately need to buy office wear. See ya!
<3

Be the change you want to see.
Monday, June 7, 2010

Hey guys. Really long day today. Went to test out make up on my cousin-in-law to be for her upcoming ROM. Went to get my hair done at Orchard Central after that. Hair looks pretty much the same. Just a little more manageable. I had about an hour to kill before i met Him at Cineleisure so I took a few puffs and spoke to Vik over the phone. We spoke about a lot. He told me things I never thought I would hear. And then I realised that I had complete power over one person's freedom for the moment. And surprisingly, I chose to ignore it and live my own life happily. Like I told him, What's the point of acting up for this when in the end, the grave has already been dug? Pre-planned your doom and accidently passed the detonator to someone you stabbed in the back. Damn, life can be really fucked up at times? Haha. Anyway we went to catch furry vengeance nd then we went to hang out and eat. Normal couple stuff that I'm starting to get used to again. Haha. Came home right after and cleared out my room. Everything that all the guys I've dated was cleared out into a black trashbag. Felt good to know that I wouldn't have all that with me when i'm sleeping tonight. Was on the line with Van while clearing out the room. Felt so good talking to her after so long. she's been seriously supportive of me recently and I cant wait to see her. Haha. Rev is supposed to let me lick the spoon while she's baking. Hasnt happened either. Haha! Anyway, Gerald's leaving to KL tmr as well. Going to miss him! It;s already Monday and I have to leave for Phuket on Thursday! When I get back, I'll have to help out for the wedding on the 17th and meet up with my batch mates-to-be on the 19th, then i have to get office wear, get my grooming straight and prepare for the 28th! After that it'll be 8am to 5pm trainings on weekdays. Anxiety sets in. Good night everyone.
<3

Welcome Back.
Saturday, June 5, 2010

Hello everyone, Seems like ages since I even visited the blog. It's not really because I couldn't? More like I really didn't feel like looking back at my life at that point in time. I'll just do a mass update now. Haha. Okay so i started working at this place in CHIJMES around November? Was a great place to work in. Amazing people who were fun to be around. Honestly, I was very pampered there. By everyone at my work place and the rest of the CHIJMES fountain terrace as well. Life was alright. Weekdays at work meant goofing around and pulling in customers. Fridays and Saturdays were big days when 6pm to 6 am passed by so quickly. Sundays were slack days with soccer and music videos playing outside. Wednesdays meant Rumours after work and breakfast after. We had breakfast after work. From ordering MacDs to Wonton Mee at Whampoa market. Anyway I miss working with you guys terribly. Sol, Rajesh, Ira, Sharu, Thinesh, Gerald, Dixon, Nathan, Shima, Jag, Poorna, Sanka, Darshan, Jay, Venket, Fahmi, Bhai, Dino, Rabi, Danial, Sachok, and of course, Subash. We've all gone our seperate ways and I'm still in touch with some of you but i'll always miss working with you. I miss dancing at the entrance with Sol and Rajesh and irritating Vijay. I miss pissing Gerald off and then crying about it. I miss going to the club early with Thinesh to get set up done on time. I miss gossiping with Ira in the girls toilet and I miss Sharu's nagging. I even miss Jay asking me for the day's sales 101 times. Haha. All in all, I had good times and bad ones there as well. My 21st birthday was both fantastic and dreadful at the same time. Nonetheless, one I'm never going to forget. It was while i was working at Chijmes that I realised that I didn't need a man to stand on my own two feet. I broke it off with M and told V to back off. I occupied myself with work and I was satisfied. Countless number of times, M came down to chijmes for drinks and it ended up ugly cause he realised I was really close to everyone. Well, that's just me right? I get along with everyone. I'm friends with everyone and I'm nice to everyone. It was while working there that I realised how much happier I was, single. I left chijmes in the second week of April with fond memories of my friends, job and experiences.
School started on the 19th or April. Perfect timing. I took time to freshen up and get used to sleeping at night and getting up in the morning. School was going well and all. I was acing. Made friends whom I miss dearly now. on the 8th of May I went for the SIA interview on impulse. I got through. I went for the management interview the following day, I got through. I went for my medical in the course of the week and I got through. I recieved my call on Tuesday, the 1st of June from SIA to tell me that I start my training on the 28th of June. Now I'm just waiting for the forms to arrive via snail mail after which i'll have to go down to STC to sign my bond. I should start flying by september if all goes well. I'm with someone now as well. I stayed away from a serious relationship for some time after I realised I was with the wrong person for 7 years. Finally met someone whom I believe is more than capable of looking after me. He takes me everywhere and I think i've finally found some form of happiness. I've made my peace to all whom I cared about. I have my family with me. My girls with me. A guy I love very much and friends I'd never give up for anyone. A new job to look forward to and a whole new life ahead. Time to get going. From today, i'll be posting everyday. I need to kill time if I'm not with my family, girls or him. Haha. Have a lot to do this week. Get my hair done and buy office wear for training. Rev's supposed to go do her hair with me. I'm flying to phuket this Friday as well. Hope I can catch a ladies night with Aish this week and meet up with Van and Revv as well. Thursday will probably be for him since he won't be seeing me for 4 days or so. So little time, So much to do. Haha. Alright guys, I'm off to get ready for a wedding at 7pm. Want squeeze some time in to go to church as well.
<3 Ragini