Revethi & Ragini
All I gotta say is
I just wanna have some fun
And I'll do it until I'm done
I'm telling you
I'm just a crazy kind of girl
I'll tell it to the world
I've just begun having my fun
Inside me there's something I found
I wanna shop around
I've just begun
Don't wanna settle down





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Unhappiness. It's been everywhere lately. I wish I could make lives better for everyone. People I love, people I hate, friends, family, strangers, people who deserve it and those who don't. Noone deserves to be unhappy. FYI, I don't consider those with kitten crush fetishes, rapists, serial killers and such to be humans so this does not apply to them. Other than that everyone else deserves happiness. Everyone has their own definition of happiness. This makes it difficult for some to be truly happy because they simply ask for too much. If a billion dollars are what you define as happiness then well, your life is probably going to be very unhappy. Which is why we should learn to be happy with the smallest things in life, like smelling a rose or seeing a bunch of kids goofing around. You may think that you probably have to turn into some sort of an idealist for that but you truly don't.
Being happy is not rocket science. People blow it way out of proportion. All you have to do is notice the love between people or the beauty of mother nature. Don't ask too much out of life - it can only provide so much.
This post is dedicated to VK who is going through a rough patch in life. I just want to let you know, you can still be happy regardless. Love you xx.

Revethi

A word I'll never truly enjoy.
A reason why I want to go away.
People who will never try to understand or love me.
A weakness that has the potential to become my strength.
Something I honestly rather not have..

Revethi.

Yesterday was awesome. Went to SPCA in the morning and stayed there for 6 hours! (: Had tons of laughs with Jo, Bav, Danny and Jay. Funny people I tell you. They left early. I stayed longer because I had to go for Dawn's birthday party which only starts at 730pm. I stayed behind for an hour after the shelter was closed. It was awesome. It was just me, the animals and Izzie. After the puppies, kittens and cats were fed and the cages and buckets were cleaned, Izzie brought Tallula out onto the shelter reception's table. We got to talking and feeding/canoodling Tallula for like about 30 minutes. It was so relaxing haha. I left for Dawn's party after that. They had this whole surprise thing planned out and Gin was so tense about it! Lol. Ah, Gin and Dawn are so sweet together. Dawn's parents were there as well. The mother was so fierce - Just 5 minutes into her arrival and she went straight to the bar for a margarita. Lol. I had some drinks as well. 4 cups of Vodka Lime and 2 Margaritas - not even buzzed. Kinda sucks having a high level of tolerance for alcohol. Anyway, I gotta say, Eurasian people throw the best parties. It was fun and everyone just hung loose. So awesome.
I'm too lazy to write anymore so as Tigger would say, TTFN! - Ta-ta for now (:

Revethi

My school's new location is like right smack in the middle of CBD. So much for dressing down for school. On a happier note, there's an MPH bookstore right opposite and LPS is 5 minutes away. Convinient place really. I also get/got to see hot caucasian people strutting their stuff. Awesome. I'm learning really cool stuff now. Stuff I actually like learning though it did get a tad bit boring during lessons - But that's the lecturer's doing, not the subject.

Oh and I got my phone yesterday. It's the same Nokia 5800. So Rags and I are back to being phone buddies again lol.

I miss my doggies and kitties. 2 more days till I get to see them again :D

I'm really into this song at the moment - Enjoy! (:




xx
Revethi

PS. Time for a new blog skin ya think Rags?

Hello world. I do not know what to blog about. Waiting for GG, Desperate Housewives and 90210 to load so I shall blogggg to kill time. Just read the article Revethi linked. That James guy is absolutely right. If the mrt station staff couldn't even remove a cat safely from the tracks, how can we even dream about putting our safety into their hands when we take the train? Terrible example set by the staff really.
The day went by really fast today. Went to work. Didn't get a chance to sit down. Picked out the stuff I intend to buy from Ruma's. I want to get my hair done tomorrow. And I have to post my Tourism Academy@ Sentosa form tomorrow as well. I see a long long day ahead and I hope I get to spend most if not all of it with my family. Of course Vijay will want to meet at night. I mean it's not that I don't want to meet him or anything. We do have a lot of fun together but there's still a little voice in my head telling me to watch myself. I can never truly be myself with him. But then again, I'm never truly myself with anyone. Haha. So yeah. I miss my friends very much. All the late night hanging out. I even miss my YEC friends. Hopefully everything gets back to normal by the time I stop working at Ruma's. I foresee myself being as bored at hell after I stop working there. I'm going to miss Siti like crazy and I'm pretty sure I'm going to cry terribly on my last day there. The shop feels like another home to me. Everyone takes care of me and of course they bully me but it's always fun to be in the shop. Siti cooks for me, practically everyday actually. They let me knock out for a while behind if I'm really tired and all. Damn, I really am going to miss them.
On to other things. I got a message from a lady named Mehraj the day before;





Hey everyone. Haven't had the chance to blog properly since I started working at Ruma's again. I was planning to get home early today and sit and blog but I've totally lost the mood. I'm so messed up right now? To an extent that I can no longer describe the feeling. I can't do anything but to go with the flow. Everyday, I find out something new about society in general. Today I discovered something else. When you're someone like me, people don't hesitate to hold back their words. Just because I'm this way, doesn't mean that I don't get hurt. The worst part of everything that's happening to me right now is that it's all my fault. I can't justify anything I've done and I'm finally at a stage in life where I'm just assuming that this is the way I am. Sickening feeling and I'm still trying to find a way out of this. Bleah. Here's the thing about life, the moment you let yourself fall, you'll think that it's okay to keep falling. I don't think it's okay to keep falling. And I think I've said this in earlier posts, I think it's perfectly okay that I'm unhappy on the inside. I'm perfectly alright with lying to myself and putting on a happy face. After all, I don't have my own energy. Honestly, if the people around me bore me to death, I become just as boring. Lol. I suck energy. Don't have my own. Right now I just need the positive energy around me. I don't know what the future holds for me, but I'm looking forward to tmr. To more surprises and more experiences. New experiences that will teach me something new that may or may not help me get through the next day. Have a good week ahead everyone.
LoveLots.

Britney's new song, "3".
Lovin it.




LoveLots,
Ragini.