Airporting.
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
I miss mugging. All the last minute mugging Rev and I used to do at the airport. How we knocked out solid one night and didn't get up until like 5 am only to have breakfast and leave for home. All the stories we shared in between our Statistics and World Wars as well as the countless number of happy meals we got. Rev went to the airport to study alone today. She texted me saying she saw someone who looked like Venu. I couldn't help but grin. My first smile for the day. My only smile today actually. I don't know if you can remember this Rev, but remember how I used to drag you out just so that we can watch the SIA girls? Haha. And how you'd wake me up if they sat down to eat at macs? Seems like so long ago. I never treasured these things then. Always dragging myself there knowing that I can only concentrate in a place that I really like. It was good fun and I hope that when if i start school coming April, it'll be back to the airport with Rev and her Anatomy with me and my Events management. Speaking of which, I have my interview in like 12 hours or so and I'm totally unprepared. But I don't feel a sense of panic. Yet. Maybe is because I managed to avoid V today? My mind feels at ease and I feel a little more brave. One step closer to finishing this off because something happens. Drama can be fun for a while but too much drama can kill. The more I fight with him, the closer I am to persuading him to willingly let me go. Which for now, seems almost impossible. Last night I gave him a scenario. "What if my dad finds out who I'm hanging out with and asks me to stop going out?". His reply? "I don't care even if you don't want me Ragini. I want you."
Now am I supposed to take this seriously or laugh it off?
So I'm a little stuck. But I'll find my way out. As always. Although I think this time I might have to act with more caution. Since they know where I stay, work and hang out, I might as well do things which will force him to let me go. At least that way I can't really be labelled the bitch. Life is all so sudden. At least I get this at 20. I don't think we have the liberty to engage in drama etc once we're in our mid-20s to 30s. Seriously, how flirty and fun can you be at 25? Haha. So yeah, i might as well act like a silly girl while I look the part. Womanhood can wait till I'm 30 or something. I'm not in a rush to give up my thoroughly unstable/scandalous/painful/imperfect/humourous/pampered/unprepared life for the woes of adulthood. As long as I can tell serious apart from fun, it's enough for the moment.
I have this sudden urge to party tonight cause it's ladies' night. I could. If I did To Do Lists, my ideal Wednesday the 11th of November 2009 list would look like this:
To do list:
<3 Text Reka to see if Ladies' night is feasible
:( Try to avoid V for day 2
<3Ace that interview so that I don't get shipped off to Australia
<3 Beat Logan in Daytona(cause the forfeit for the loser is a horrible one)
<3<3 Meet Arch and Reka tonight for coffee and confessions(our last session was WAY too long ago)
:( Only 1 Cancer stick today. 1.
I am So bored?
Goodnight World.
LoveLots.
