TheGirlsSchoolGirlThing.
Friday, January 16, 2009
So my plan to head to town to look for the ultimate pretty planner failed. Miserably. I felt so miserable by the end of Plaza Singapura that i bought myself a few Vanilla Frap[s]. It's a serious addiction i tell you. After a while i forget the actual taste but i still crave for it! How weird is that? By the way, it's really an awesome beverage. Shoot yourself for not wanting to try it.
Anyway i can only see today as a very mixed one. Sure it was all bright and sunny but it pains to see someone you love suffer by herself. Today she told me that she had no one left for her. And i told her, we may not be physically present but we're always there with you. Just like how you were there with us whenever we needed you. Especially me. I have you to thank for keeping me in high spirits. I know the people in her life are just out to kill her spirit(which mind you, is very hearty), but as long as she has us around, we won't let the little flame go off. And then, people start wondering, are we a form of influence? Bad influence? Of course not! If we didn't keep up her high spirits, you wouldn't be taking credit for her academic excellence last year. Sure there's love. But there's a right way of showing it. What is it with people and showing love in a disastrous way? Yes it is disastrous because you're not sending your message out clearly. It's not even coming out as a message. Teenagers see messages at vulgarities. It's up to you to decide which is the right way. Parents who give thier children reasonable liberty are the ones who will not regret it in time to come. But looks like this set don't care much about all that. She reminds me of Britney, who is currently in jail at home. Jamie has taken over her life. Oh there's another jailbird here too. Thulasi has been stuck at home under the orders of her boyfriend who's in camp. As much as i love her, i can't stand her submissive nature. I hope this year is good to two both of my girls. I know it will be.
So, my planner is not coming anytime soon. Murale thinks it's rediculous that i want a planner because i have an iPhone which is supposed to be everything. I prefer being old-fasjioned Mr Naidu. Stop acting smart. You can have the phone to help you with your local tour dates etc.
Had a nice long chat with Shanthini. I missed that kind of chatting. It doesn't come so easily with other people and it's somewhere special. She added me on msn WAYY before i entered Innova. Definately meant to be! Sure there's been some bad blood and yes i've bitched about her for no reason. Not only her but her friends too. Totally uncalled for since the reason why we stopped talking was due to gross miscommunication. Nonetheless, she's been good to me and now, i'm being good to her simple because she deserves it. I just like her. She's got a girl's school thing in her and i have no idea why she isn't from one. I know it maysound elitist but admit it, life is generally more glamorous and easy-going when you're from an independent single sex school. Which is why when i ended up in Innova, actually having to walk from the MRT station to school. i considered it the end of a comfortable life. Lol. What about all you little girls' school girls agree with me? Don't you realise how the school treats you like gold? It's just not in your nature to sit under a block and rot? You don't dream of anything less than JC because practically everyone from your school ends up in one? Coming from a now autonomous girls' school, i can tell you that life is anything but painful compared to the outside world. And do i even have to start on the attitude? Some of us may seem very nice but i swear there is a bitch in every girls' school girl. Every single one. The bitchy part may stay hidden for a really long time, but it will come out eventually. Like Revethi today. Like Hell-o Anitha and i are from Cedar so purleeese step away from me. Hah! She didn't say that, but she put it across to the person in a 'slap in the face' kinda way. WAY TO GO REV! Okay i know i know i sound elitist but let's admit it, girls from girls' school tend to be the centre of attraction everywhere! People pay more attention to us when we'r in uniform and we're so loud with our presence that everyone's so drawn. Okay enough of the girls' school power thing. Anyway Shanthini should have been in one. At least that way she would have realised that guys are the grime in the picture. Heh.
So everyone, that concludes my very elitist streak today. Lol. I just felt the sudden urge to write about how good it feels to be from s recognised instituition.
Enjoy your weekend guys! It only comes by once everyweek.
Good Night!
LoveLots,
Ragini(:
