Revethi & Ragini
All I gotta say is
I just wanna have some fun
And I'll do it until I'm done
I'm telling you
I'm just a crazy kind of girl
I'll tell it to the world
I've just begun having my fun
Inside me there's something I found
I wanna shop around
I've just begun
Don't wanna settle down





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School ended early today so I went down to SPCA for a bit. I would have stayed longer but I wasn't dressed to interact with the doggies and it was getting pretty boring. I was going back home when Ronika called and asked if I would like to go over to her place. I had to say yes - Her parents are away at Bali, she just got a kitten, Ashwin -her very handsome&buff brother- was home, most probably shirtless. So then I took a very long bus ride to Tampines. I alighted at the wrong stop - one stop later to be precise at Dunman Sec. I could have walked back to the previous bus stop if I had kept to the pavement. I tried to be clever and walked through the blocks. I walked around for about 15 minutes and ended back at Dunman Sec. Uh, yea.

Anyway, Ron and I named her kitten Glitter. She's the most precious thing ever! I wish I had taken a pic to show you people. She is kinda naughty though, which is awesome. She nearly scratched my eyes out! Here's what happened: Ron went to take a shower and I was playing with Glitter. I was teasing her with some cat nip in my fist. She was trying very hard to get them out when my eyebrow started to itch. I pushed her away and started scratching my eyebrow with the cat nip still in my fist. I think you can guess what she did next. She pounced on my face, lol. Lucky I was wearing my glasses.

We just goofed around after that. We sang TDG songs till our throats were sore, picked out outfits for Ron to wear to school next week and I beat Ashwin's ass in Left for Dead. Well, that's about it. TTFN!

Revethi

I'm falling. I think, in love and apart. I can't seem to get enough of him. He's hurt me so badly. And I feel like there's no way I can show my frustration. 3 nights ago, something big happened. Like really big. Lotsa words and well, lotsa action. Everything turned sour and I really thought that I'd lost him. I was scared, confused and in a whole lot of pain. Physical pain I can take but when it comes to the heart, my facade fades. I'm not that strong. Men normally make me feel invincible. But with him, I can't. I just can't feel so strong. I feel weak, incapable and needy. I hate fighting with him but somehow, I feel that in time to come, these fights will become the norm. Still, the thought makes me shudder. 2 nights ago, we cleared things after another heated argument. However, after he picked me up from work and sent me back, another argument arose. I got off the bike and looked him in the eye and asked him if he wanted this to end.
Silence.
I told him I couldn't take the fighting anymore and that I told him I didn't want this from the start. Now that we're so far into it, all this had to happen. It's like I asked for my heart to crash and burn. Love is not for me. I've told him that before. We're alike in many ways from our temper to our sense of humour and even taste in clothes. But this alikeness has finally showed it's ugly side. A man and a woman who have so much in common will never last. Never. So much ego, so much anger. I told him that night that I can't see any love in his eyes. Only hate and resentment. Even a touch of vengence somewhere. More silence. I thought it was the final goodbye. That we were not meant to come so far at all. But it wasn't. He softened. His face softened. I love the way his face softens. It makes him look like he's 20 and still optimistic about life. I adore everything about him. one of the major fights we had was because of this blog. I didn't want to view it with him. instead I asked him to view it himself. My mistake. He thought I had something to hide. Yes I admit i've taken out my frustrations here a lot but I've never said anything bad about him.
Not even once.
Because frankly, I feel like I can't do without him in my life for now. Now and the time to come.
LoveLots.

It's here again.. Um.. Yay? No. No yay. If you didn't know, I hate twilight and I'm going to tell you why.

1) Robert Pattinson does not look hot in the movie - he looks fucking sick like he has AIDS or something. I'm almost ashamed to like Robert Pattinson because of his horrible acting job in Twilight. I had to watch Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire over and over in an attempt to convince myself that yes, Robert Pattinson CAN act, and yes he wasn't always a dazzling hobo.

2) Bella looks like she's high on crack throughout the movie. Speaking of which she probably was because Kristin's a pot head.

3) Vampires are supposed to burn in sunlight, not fucking glow and glitter. That's just gay.

4) Boyfriends who follow girls home, break into their rooms, and watch them sleep are not romantic or sweet. They're fucking creepy.

Read the book? Liked it? You probably have not read that many books then. Stephanie Meyer has the vocabulary that of a 12 year old's. She probably only use 500 words to write the entire book. I could name 20 people I know who can write better than her. She went on for like 500 pages on how pretty Edward is. Gay much. If you think about it the Twilight series are just a prefectly punctuated fanfictions. If you're an absolute Twilight fangirl and are fuming by the time you see this, you'd probably have this overwhelming urge to tell me that Stephanie Meyer is an awesome writer and Twilight is a masterpiece. Well, I've got 6 words for ya - Jane Austen, Mark Twain, Micheal Crichton.

Revethi.

I watched Paranormal Activity on Saturday with Jolyn. Awesome movie. I wouldn't call it the scariest movie ever like some of the reviews because I didn't find the movie scary - I found it creepy. Very creepy. You guys should go watch it, that is if you're above 16, which brings me to my title to the post.

Paranormal Activity was rated NC16 because it contains and I quote, "Disturbing Scenes & Coarse Language." I personally did not find any disturbing scenes but maybe it's just me. 2012 is rated PG13 for "Intense Sequences & Disturbing Scenes." So I'm guessing Paranormal Activity's NC16 rating was largely because of the 'coarse language.' Which is very amusing because the only vulgarities or vulgarity used in the movie was 'fuck,' unless you consider 'shit' a vulgarity. I've seen and heard 10 year olds use the word and I'm pretty sure they know the meaning of it too. So really, it's almost ridiculous, the rating. It's not just this one movie. If you were a movie buff like me at the tender age of 14, you would know how annoying it is not being able to watch movies you know you'd love but you can't because of some rodiculous rating.

If you think about it, laxing the rating system would help reduce the rate of piracy. Let's face it, if you can't watch it in the theatre, you're going to download it or watch it online or get a RM5 pirated dvd. MDA should really try and revise the rating system.

Revethi

I haven't updated in a while and this post isn't one. I just dropped by to tell you guys that I'm busy with assignments and tests. In fact, I'm working on an assignment right now. I've got 5 tabs open, one of which obviously is blogger and the other four are on Ossification. Bleagh. Okay I'm going to get back to that. Hope this song will cover ya till I'm back again.



Revethi.

Hello everyone. I got home at like 4am this morning and I woke up at 515pm, which was exactly 47mins or so ago. No one let me sleep in peace though. I got like a gazillion calls and texts. Like seriously a lot. I looked back at my call log just now and realised that I must have been too exhausted to even stir cause I didn't hear the phone once. The only time I heard it was when V called in a frantic voice. He lost his gold ear stud while walking me home just now. So I dragged myself out of bed and went hunting for it downstairs, all this half awake. Thank God I managed to find it within like 10mins of looking. Texted him saying his stud is safe with me and not to call me back because I seriously need some sleep. Which isn't really fair on my part because he sent me home at 4am and left for work at 430am. He's still not home after work I think. So anyway, I think things are clearing up with him. But I can't say for sure because our characters are so different that you never know the other's reaction to a situation until it actually happens. So I hope everything goes a little smoother from now on because I dont think I can take the pressure of living two lives long-term. Met the YEC folks yesterday at Harbourfront centre for a meeting about our chalet. Planning is on going but I think it's going to turn out okay. It's on the 10th and 11th of December and if I'm not wrong, I'll be staying over both days and on the morning of the 12th, I'm flying off to Bangkok with my family. Another something I'm not really looking forward to because of the fragile relationship with my mum and me. Besides as much as I want to go on holiday, I just want the whole house to myself. I spent practically the entire day sleeping and now i have nothing to do. My life can be so boring sometimes.
I'm off to read a mag. Bye!
Lovelots.

I miss mugging. All the last minute mugging Rev and I used to do at the airport. How we knocked out solid one night and didn't get up until like 5 am only to have breakfast and leave for home. All the stories we shared in between our Statistics and World Wars as well as the countless number of happy meals we got. Rev went to the airport to study alone today. She texted me saying she saw someone who looked like Venu. I couldn't help but grin. My first smile for the day. My only smile today actually. I don't know if you can remember this Rev, but remember how I used to drag you out just so that we can watch the SIA girls? Haha. And how you'd wake me up if they sat down to eat at macs? Seems like so long ago. I never treasured these things then. Always dragging myself there knowing that I can only concentrate in a place that I really like. It was good fun and I hope that when if i start school coming April, it'll be back to the airport with Rev and her Anatomy with me and my Events management. Speaking of which, I have my interview in like 12 hours or so and I'm totally unprepared. But I don't feel a sense of panic. Yet. Maybe is because I managed to avoid V today? My mind feels at ease and I feel a little more brave. One step closer to finishing this off because something happens. Drama can be fun for a while but too much drama can kill. The more I fight with him, the closer I am to persuading him to willingly let me go. Which for now, seems almost impossible. Last night I gave him a scenario. "What if my dad finds out who I'm hanging out with and asks me to stop going out?". His reply? "I don't care even if you don't want me Ragini. I want you."
Now am I supposed to take this seriously or laugh it off?
So I'm a little stuck. But I'll find my way out. As always. Although I think this time I might have to act with more caution. Since they know where I stay, work and hang out, I might as well do things which will force him to let me go. At least that way I can't really be labelled the bitch. Life is all so sudden. At least I get this at 20. I don't think we have the liberty to engage in drama etc once we're in our mid-20s to 30s. Seriously, how flirty and fun can you be at 25? Haha. So yeah, i might as well act like a silly girl while I look the part. Womanhood can wait till I'm 30 or something. I'm not in a rush to give up my thoroughly unstable/scandalous/painful/imperfect/humourous/pampered/unprepared life for the woes of adulthood. As long as I can tell serious apart from fun, it's enough for the moment.
I have this sudden urge to party tonight cause it's ladies' night. I could. If I did To Do Lists, my ideal Wednesday the 11th of November 2009 list would look like this:

To do list:
<3 Text Reka to see if Ladies' night is feasible
:( Try to avoid V for day 2
<3Ace that interview so that I don't get shipped off to Australia
<3 Beat Logan in Daytona(cause the forfeit for the loser is a horrible one)
<3<3 Meet Arch and Reka tonight for coffee and confessions(our last session was WAY too long ago)
:( Only 1 Cancer stick today. 1.

I am So bored?

Goodnight World.

LoveLots.